corrupted_souls

Sat, 07 Feb 2004 16:04:58 GMT

The haxor handle of Jeffrey Michael Barron is "Death to Ang3l".

Thu, 29 Jan 2004 04:15:38 GMT

Cancell the live back home thing...

But help with other is still appreciated.

Thu, 29 Jan 2004 04:14:49 GMT

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Wed, 28 Jan 2004 23:10:41 GMT

I really need to convince myself to update more often. But nothing has been happening in my life that I want to post here. Well, that I want other people to know. There is a couple things that are giving me a hell of a time.

First one is, extend on Okinawa, or go back to states, hopefully Barstow, CA?

If I go back to the states I am going to try to live out in town, because I HATE barracks life. However, if I choose to do that I will need a room mate to live with. That will be hard because I plan on getting a couple things normal room mates don't have. I want a ferret. I have always wanted one. Also, I want to learn to play the violin. It is a very expressive instrument. So a roommie would need to be able to deal with both of those. (Yes I know ferrets are illegal in CA, but, Barstow is close to NV and if all else fails, I will keep the animal at my parents house, 1 1/2 hours away). I could live with my family, but I don't know if I would want to drive 1 1/2 or 2 hours each way just for work. That turns a 12 hour day into a 16 hour day. But that would be free room and board, with a computer, and phone, and TV, cable, internet, friends, and countless other things.

Anyone that wants to comment please do, I need help deciding what I am going to do.

Jeff

Mon, 19 Jan 2004 21:40:33 GMT

Ahahahahahahaha.

Well, I'm tired. Didn't go to sleep till midnight. I talked to my family last night. Had a dream about killing people. Not just 1 or 2 people, but entire nations of people.

That will be my goal in life. To be "Natural Selection". I wish the Marines would give me a weapon, supply me with limitless amounts of ammunition, an education, and give me the right to execute those people who should not be polluting our gene pool. (The education is to ensure I am not one of them) How much better would this world be if all the people with zero addition to the economy of the world were wiped out? Or people who constantly degrade society are all blinked out of existance.

I couldn't do it alone. I would need a small army. Maybe I will start a Militia. Maybe I will bring in the world where...

In case you cannot tell, im really not serious. This is more like (Boondock Saints) than anything. Although they had a good plan, kill the trash.

Jeff

Mon, 19 Jan 2004 03:02:01 GMT

Ive been sitting here, and this poem keeps going though my mind, not slowly, so i can understand, but fast where i can only understand every other word or so. Human minds are awesome things.

Whose woods these are I think I know.
His house is in the village though;
He will not see me stopping here
To watch his woods fill up with snow.

My little horse must think it queer
To stop without a farmhouse near
Between the woods and frozen lake
The darkest evening of the year.

He gives his harness bells a shake
To ask if there is some mistake.
The only other sound's the sweep
Of easy wind and downy flake.

The woods are lovely, dark and deep.
But I have promises to keep,
And miles to go before I sleep,
And miles to go before I sleep.

Grr... i learned that damn poem in 7th grade! Same with the fucking Greek Alphabet. Now why is it i can remember them? But so much else is lost in bitter blackness?

Okay, cause i know you want to know, and it might help me forget it right now,

Alpha, Beta, Gamma, Delta, Epsilon, Zeta, Eta, Theta, Iota, Kappa, Lamda, Mu, Nu, Xi, Omicron, Pi, Rho, Sigma, Tau, Upsilon, Phi, Chi, Psi, Omega.

I have just proven, i am a loser.

Yep.

Sun, 18 Jan 2004 23:53:03 GMT

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Fifth Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level	Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	Very Low
Level 2 (Lustful)	Extreme
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	High
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	Very Low
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	Extreme
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	Very High
Level 7 (Violent)	Very High
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	High

Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test

Sun, 18 Jan 2004 23:52:08 GMT

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	High
Schizoid:	Low
Schizotypal:	Moderate
Antisocial:	Low
Borderline:	Very High
Histrionic:	High
Narcissistic:	High
Avoidant:	Very High
Dependent:	Very High
Obsessive-Compulsive:	High
-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! --

Wed, 14 Jan 2004 09:20:35 GMT

Well its been a while. Been really busy, been shooting on the Rifle Range the past couple of weeks, so I don't really have anything interesting to say.

I'm shooting really well, and will soon be a second award Expert.

And not too much longer before i go to the Phillipines.

I'm loving life

Sat, 27 Dec 2003 21:22:37 GMT

Bah, I never did update and put what happened over the weekend.

Okay, so one thing was, a Marine grabbed a woman from behing, turned her around, and groped her breast. <~~ Her story

The Marine brushed up against her, in a crowded bar, while trying to get the bartenders attention.<~~ His story

Which one seems more believable?

Yea.

Bah, I am really in the mood to watch the movie "Buffy the Vampire Slayer". I do not know why, but for some reason it sounds really good right now. Hmm.. I think I am in a cheerleeder mood. I wanna see some.

Bah, not porn, just because cheerleaders are always so peppy and happy, it truly is infectious when they cheer.

Okay okay, and they are usually cute.

Fri, 26 Dec 2003 07:34:46 GMT

So, this is the end of another day at work. It was fun I have to say. Enjoy :)

Jeff

Its been a few days

Thu, 25 Dec 2003 23:05:57 GMT

But I'm still alive, and happier than ever I can tell you. I had an absolutely wonderful Christmas where *nothing* happened. I got to sit, relax, and play video games all day. Also, I am happy because my father just got out of the hospital after spending some time in for Asthma and Bronchial infections. Not the best things to have with eachother. He is good now though, and I am once again sitting at the desk at work.

This weekend has been busy here. I'll make another sub-entry to describe the events of this weekend (the ones I find funny, may not be to you, because you may not understand Marines/People in the same way I do).

I got an email from a good friend that I used to play Asherons Call with. Man, I really really miss that game. It was an easy escape from reality, and also, I had a ton of cyber-friends. My character was semi-known. And many people were happy to see me online. If anyone that reads this has ever played, I was on Morningthaw as Kaesoria.

Got sidetracked. About the email, I have not talked or written to this person since Boot Camp, so it was good to hear from her.

I got my newest tattoo finished on Christmas Eve, its my Angel, and she looks really really good. I have some pictures on a CD here, but I don't have anywhere to upload them on the net. So if someone wants to see them they have to give me an Email addy.

I went to my watch commanders house on Christmas Eve for a little party him and his wife were having. I had a good time, and got to eat some good lasagna (although not as good as my mothers), excellent considering I have not had a home cooked meal since I was on Leave over 6 months ago.

Also, it is official! I am going to the Phillipines in Feb. That is 45 days of EXTRA PAY! Whoo Hoo! I get imminent danger pay (don't know why though) and other crap like that.

Have a good day everyone :)

Another Day, Another 30 Cents

Mon, 22 Dec 2003 21:48:02 GMT

Well, 2 more days till Christmas and, thankfully this year I will be off. Last year I was in Boot Camp. Tomarrow im getting my tattoo finished, it has about 3-4 more hours of work left, bringing the grand total to 7 hours.

*Warning* Boring tattoo description next 2 paragraphs. *Warning*

It is an Angel, on her knees, chained from wrist to wrist, a chain extending from the center of the two wrists to a collar around her neck. She looks as if she is yelling, or screaming. She is blindfolded, and is wearing a very tattered dress, that looks as if she has been through a horrible ordeal. She wears knee-high boots, latex, and black in color.

The reason I chose to get something like that permanantly on me is kind of wierd. I decided I needed another Angel, and when I saw the way this one was laid out I immediately decided this would be it. To me, it looks as though she is calling out for help. The way her palms are facing twords the sky, and her fingers as though she is grasping for strength. It looks as though she is calling a strength far beyond most peoples grasp, but at the same time it looks as though it is a call that is not heard. The strength is something everyone knows will never come, and "Angel" refuses to accept that, and calls anyway. I know, its just a tattoo.

END

So I havnt talked to anyone back home in over 2 weeks. The last people I called were my parents, and that was right after my wisdom teeth were pulled. My friend Mike back home has written me a letter, and I think today im going to write him back. I prefer to hand-write letters. Its easier and conveys a much larger meaning in my opinion. There is someone I write to, in emails, and they seem like a good person. They live far away from me, home or here, so I doubt I will ever meet them, but its nice to write someone, and have them respond.

Also I was looking at some pictures from "parties" back home. I miss that stuff, however, I know that if I would return to it that I would no longer fit in. That it was a time when I was lost, and needed the comfort of anything. Still, I think I will go to a few when I return home.

Wow, i am very long winded.

Drinking

Sun, 21 Dec 2003 23:48:29 GMT

Yesterday i had a revelation. I drink too much. So as of yesterday no more alchohol. Now hopefully i can start saving some money, im gonna try to pack away 10g or so. I might even stay here another year. There is no reason to go home really. No one is waiting for me there. And i get better money here. Maybe I will just stay.

Sat, 20 Dec 2003 03:04:59 GMT

Alright, i know there are people out there that enjoy reading about other peoples lives. Also i know there are people out there that have curious facinations with LiveJournals and CamGirls. My question is, should it be wierd to read someone elses journal? Even if it is layed bare for anyone to read, does that make it ok?

First post

Fri, 19 Dec 2003 22:50:33 GMT

First post in this journal. Feels a little wierd writing for everyone to see.

Last night was an odd one. I wake for work early (0400), but last night i decided to go see "The Last Samuri" which was playing at a differant theater at 2130. So i catch a hancho and pay my $35 fare. The movie, was amazingly good. Long, around 2.5 hours, but good enough to keep your interest through the whole thing. I got back to my barracks at about 0045 and my roomate had "company" so i crashed in another persons room, on the floor. I wake up this morning to find out that i am over 30 minutes late for work, because the room I was stating in didn't set an alarm for me. Get to work and find out that 2 differant Assaults happened last night. All I have to say is fucking Marines. They get free time and they get drunk, and fight.

The first guy was coming home from the Enlisted Club, when he was jumped by 8 unknown individuals. (Yea Right)

Second was told at the gate to present his AFID (Armed Forces ID) and refused. When he was asked again he punched the sentry in the face. Now how intelligent is that? Why would someone punch a sentry who carries a LOADED pistol? Needless to say, we "escorted" this person into the floor several times through the night.

If you cant tell, i am a little long winded. I like to type and type, because, well, i dont have anything better to do.